the initial was 2 and ++

phew!
i counted the loss...
and the initial number was not 1 and ++
but 2 and ++
that is a huge gap...
and the size too..
phewww!
thank you Allah,
thank you mak,
thank you ayah,
thank you adik
coz you challenged me
and motivated me with that 'T' thing
wish i could have that at the end of this month thooooo..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
currently i'm on my break,
but the break won't be long...
i have to re- start again in order to achieve my ideal weight...
not an easy task tho..
i swear to God..
i feel light..
of course not like the feathers..
haha..
kalau humban dalam sungai,
kompem tenggelam
and produces a BIG splash!
masih berat..(=_+)"
LOL..

years back.....

*spot me!*

with my current weight, it is much easier for me to move around especially for the Outdoors....hiking, water tubing, camping, water sports, monkey ride, river crossing, rock climbing,swimming explorace, and the most special thing is on the abseiling part...kalau flying fox tu, tak adalah kendur tali tu...haha...looking forward for Sky Trex soon! another KGs to go....

love taking stairs...
baik dengan heels or sport shoes..
with wedges ,
it is much and a lot better to boost the steps..
give it a try!
hehe..


oklah..time to plan for next week's stuff..
teachings, practicals, reviews, term papers, presentations and course projects...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehoooooooooooooooooooo!

allahumma yassir wala tuassir..
ameen...

p/s: people! let's brisk walk! hehe ^^

Jemuran

salam...
humm..i've got hangers in my own room..
special hangers!
kekekeke..*gelak cara Popeye*
the hangers for my TO DO LIST lor...
do you wanna see how the papers bersidai?
come closer..
lemme show you..
*Popeye laughs skali!*

they have been hung there today,
lotsa things to do...
buckle up Sha!
lillah, billah, ma'allahh..
ameen!

Pulang Sudah....

anak2 sepupu: Cik Ida, kita orang boleh duduk sini, keluar and datang balik sampai pukul satu eh?
me: hoiii! korang ingat rumah Cik Ida ni Tesco Damansara and Melaka? bukak sampai pukul satu? *rolling eyes* <-- peristiwa raya haji tak puas..kekekeke...


al- kisah sebenarnya adalah.....


bila dah balik sini kan, mulalah teringat pada rumah..normal lah kan? tapi,part yang paling abnormal tu adalah, tengah sedap sedap bergolek atas katil kan, terdengar rantai pagar kat rumah as if ada orang nak bukak..hantukah? no no no no...illusi semata...T_T *tanda tanda rindu* then terdengar suara ayah panggil nama timangan manja gila kat rumah..*exaggerate ^_<* lepas tu terdengar mak tengah kecoh kecoh kat dapur dengan my brother....T_T *nanges lagi*..apekah semua itu? I MISS MY FAMILY adalah jawapannya...kapan mahu pulang lagi? *kira hari dengan jari*,<-- tak cukup! (=_=)". Bye mak, ayah, ifi, and penunggu paling setia kat rumah tu aka, kucing ayah...me gonna miss all! including my youngest bro yg terdampar kat pelantar terbiar tuh..*menyabutkah kamu?* puas hati dapat video call dengan dia during the 1st day of Eidul Adha..hummm...hari ini juga adalah last day kita dapat dengar takbir raya..tunggu setahun lagi baru dapat dengar live pulak...


kan dah terkisah..T_T

sekian entry sedih..T_T

'YOU ARE'

when it comes to that two words,
it makes me wonder,
am i really the cause,
or is it me,
you,
or whoever you are,
who just can't control yourself?
or is it me,
being the real cause?
always me,
and me,
me,
and me,
and got humiliated.
'that' develops HATE.
so, PLEASE DON'T!
1 thing as a reminder,
do not blame people,
do not pinpoint people,
coz the moment you are pinpointing people,
there are 9 other fingers which are pinpointing back to you and yourself.
those sentences,
are accumulated as 1 reminder.
that is the thing that i always keep as a reminder to myself.
talking about negativity,
hummm....
when you are saying it 'it is not'.......................
actually, you are saying 'yes' to yourself,
so, please, don't,
coz, it portrays dissatisfaction,
coz in the end,
you might 'indirectly' confess it in front of others,
without you realizing and knowing that actually,
you uttered your sincere 'confession',
that's human,
tak lepas dari kesilapan...
ENJOY,
LIVE,
and LOVE it...
coz not everyday is Sunday...



p/s: that's my share for today, what's yours? ^^

Grapes, I Want You!

this is so mad!
late at night craving for grapes!
Seedless of course!
Haiyooooo...                                                                      
let's sleep and dream of it!
hewhewhewhew...
that's the mission,
not like last night's dream...
it was the craziest ever..
nauzubillahhi min zalik!
Dear Allah,
please distance me from that kind of person...
ameen..

Hello Homework! ^_^

salam...

dear kids,

here you go,

your homework ^_^

BLB 6-
book: Q: skills for success, Reading and Writing
1) page: 84 until page 89. on page 89, the What do you think section, write an entry and post it on your blogs which concerns only of the questions. 

2) then, page 103 up to page 114, on page 114, the What Do You Think Section, section B, do choose only one of the questions and make an opinion paragraph based on that, to be submitted after the break. 


3) on page 119, read the Q section, read the question carefully, understand, and write a paragraph describing a process done by a person or a machine. follow the plan. do write only a paragraph not an essay. to be submitted after the break. 

4) lastly, on page 124 till 136, please complete the exercises and as for the What Do You Think Section on page 134, please choose only one of the questions, and post your opinion on the blog. TQ

--> meaning that, you are having exercises on reading passages, two blog posts and two opinion based paragraphs to be completed. reminder, do update your blog post everyday. TQ kids!

BLC 3-

book: Q: skills for success, Reading and Writing
1) page 114: on the What Do You Think Section, Section B, do choose one of the questions, and write an entry for the blog post based on that. your opinion may vary.

2) on page 119, read the Q section, read the question carefully, understand, and write a paragraph describing a process done by a person or a machine. follow the plan. do write only a paragraph not an essay. to be submitted after the break. 

3) lastly, on page 124 till 136, please complete the exercises and as for the What Do You Think Section on page 134, please choose only one of the questions, and post your opinion on the blog. TQ

--> meaning that, you are having exercises for reading passages, 2 blog posts and one opinion based paragraph to be completed. reminder, do update your blog post everyday. TQ kids!

okay, i think that's all for now. do ENJOY your homework..

me gonna miss you!

see you in 2 weeks time!

wassalam..

*xoxo*

p/s: you'll be having your term paper after the break, do more practice on Reading and Writing peeps..all the best! (^_^)v

suffocation

seems like i'm suffocating.....
*crying lullaby*
7 new materials,
i mean for the quiz which carries only 15 marks
and it is tomorrow,
and it is tomorrow,
again,
do i have to repeat?
and i mean,
it's just like an encyclopedia thick!
15 marks?
reasonable?
possible?
teaching plan? - unchecked!
homework? unchecked!
proposals? unchecked!
my presentations? 2 checked, more numbers to go....

Wordless Wednesday- Handwritten Retrieved References

Seriously, I'm not Okay

No wonder it is termed as 'stool'.
It hurts.
To endure the pain is a NO JOKE pain.
And it affects my movements.
Now, feeling bloated sudah..
Can I vomit here?
Don't feel like going out to pour all of them into the sink.
The pale face is here again.
T_T. Me don't like this.
Let's selawat syifa' banyak2 kali..


P/s: phonetic's slides has been delayed since yesterday. To be presented tomorrow. The IOK thingy mingy is worrying me. Too specific isn't a mastery. It is one level lower. By the way, we're not specializing in it. So could you please think twice? *if the class could 'shout' right?* ~Sigh~
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Garfield's Friend! (best-est friend ever)

the above title sums up my eyes............

i want to sleep, but i can't....i have to finish my Dr.M's assignment first, then i can barge onto my latex mattress......just so you wait dear Mr. Mattress 

*pannnggggg!* <- self-wake-up-alarm- THE SLAP! 

p/s: jom buat mcm masa kat secondary dulu, rendam kaki dalam besen, sambil hafal Quranic verses tengah2 malam...

HAND-written!

my assignment has to be in a HAND-written form. i'm not joking kay...
the submission is tomorrow and i did nothing up until now.....................
HAND- written, using INK and PEN, not the keyboard......................
rushing from Nilai, and now stuck with the ideas...................................
8 pages! wow! imaa one hardworking student! weehoooooooooo.......
dear Dr. M....why it has to be HAND-written? T_T....
i love to capitalize the word HAND ey? haha...
positive Sha...there must be wisdoms behind this..!
"me likes this the most "*self-motivation*

~things to revise before the 8 pages thingy~

p/s: me love it! love it! love it! love it!
buku tu dah boleh buat bantal dah..*kononboleh serapsemuainfo*

not a break, lifelong reading...(=_=)"

you and i never go hard,
you make us function,
try to tell to you NO,
but my lips are sealed,
but sir, there you go again,
giving us materials to read,
you never said it million times,
yet you asked us to confine in a room with that articles,
stay with that articles,
not only by one night,
i've been waking up trying to complete it,
yet still can't understand it,
but there, i go again,
using only my head,
not my brain,
feeling so stupid,
stupiDO me,
so don't cross my mind- disruption!
i'll read it by heart,
and make me myself and i fall in love with that articles
there me,
go again reading by hard!




p/s: i'm weak when it comes to only black and white reading materials (+_=)"..such a kid aite? hahahaha...read for me?  preeties.... handsomes..please! hands up? NONE!, get back to reality, do it on your own...(=_=)"- panda bearie is reading *shhhh*

Animal Frights on My Precious Sunday

it's a long post......


dare to read?


read then..


just sharing ^_^

it;s the phobia that i have to face..last Friday the 'body' phobia..shivered while driving to the class, speed dropped to 60km/hour and i was on the middle lane. WHAT? 60km/ hour? wow..that's so super duper slow..other cars were honking me..but because of the fright or perhaps i might say the un-overcome phobia, i was in that condition, goosebumps all over the body and i couldn't feel my leg but just staring at my tafsir in my car..alhamdulillah..the words f Allah were coming out bit by bit...Allah saves me..TQ Allah..and alhamdulillah, reached Nilai safely and conducted the class with vocabulary games..


as for today, i mean my previous precious Sunday, i was attacked with animal frights! woaaaaaa! another un-overcome phobia that i thought i've overcame it..it's the BLOOD...starting with a weird and smelly smell and i can trace, that. it is the BLOOD! i searched for it, thought that something might have died /or fresh newborn kittens and the mom under my bed. pulled out one drawer, and i saw a pair sparkling eyes looking at me! woahhhhhhhhh! i jumped and ran out of my room to the common area, my roommate was frightened by me and i said, "there is a dead cat under my bed, died with sparkling eyes!" she took a look and got that fright too..no joke kan?

again, my body shivered and trembled. i was so afraid to go near that cat, my friend was saying that the cat is alive..yet she (the cat) doesn't wanna move but was staring at us like we did something wrong to her..but i have to get that cat out of my bed...no guys, checked, no help, checked..and at last, i have to make a scene on my own, the heroin of the day was me, of coursela..to be brave is to overcome the fright, i shoooooh her with the broom, then she jumped out of the window and i can seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....the tail is almost dropping....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....and now i know where the blood came from..from that pity cat..

i have to clean it fast since i've got tuition to teach..i wiped and mopped the blood, while doing that, i was trembling, the pale face was there again...it makes me tired having that..i don't like my pale face...cold sweat was all over the body, and not only that, my closet has been trespassed by her, she sat on my shirts and i can smell that, some of the t-shirts, tudungs, cardigans were stained by the blood..PITY that cat and ME of course..

after 30 minutes...

in the tuition class

monkeys! yikes!

they were not afraid of us, they frighten us by calling the 'friends'!

again, the pale face was there...

but as compared to the BODY and BLOOD, i'm still okay  with the monkeys because there was one sister who helped me chasing the monkeys..alhamdulillah...

hence, in sum, all i can say, my phobias have not been overcame, they are still there and it is dangerous..and my precious Sunday has been disturbed with the animal frights..

p/s: i have to overcome them right? like i did to my phobia with water, now no more, water is my friend..owh how i miss swimming..^_^

yes, it is you!

the Zero answer for my previous post. sob..sob..sob..

you miss me huh?

yeasszaaaa...

i miss you peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (panjangnye 'e'. rindu sangat lah tu) kikikiki..

i miss my family so much! LIKE CRAZY yo!

i miss my friends. ehem! friends! kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan, sila jawab! (^_<)

i miss my students. people, i miss you jugak. so jangan cakap yang i dah lupakan you all ya? (ade nih yang mengadu ngadu, CUTE!) hikhik.

and just now i received one regard saying, ' I MISS YOU TEACHER!' haiyo..miss you too dear student ^^

ok dah dah part miss miss nih..

*muah kanan, muah kiri 3x*

kita sambung cerita next sem yeh?

eh salah, next sem pulak,

next post ya?

assalamualaikum
*huggiesssss*
XOXO

Gula Gila Kan Diri

jeng jeng jeng...

Kononnya semalam mahu bawa kawan pergi makan di Seoul Garden. Sebab? sebabnya kawan ni tak pernah pernah pergi makan kat sana..hehe. so kawan yang baik hati ni bawak lah dia ke sana. 

Perasaan pergi sana? hmmmmm...tak tahu macam mana mahu cakap. Food variation, i mean the menu itself tak pelbagai. So, nampak macam sangat tak best. (-_-)". Jadinya, terasa kasihan dengan kawan yang seorang ini. ye lah, kita duk bercerita bagai nak rak, tup tup sampai sana, pilihan lauk dah jadi cenggitu. Nak buat acaner? (>_<)

Boleh dikatakan jarak bekas antara bekas tu separated dengan ice. ce korang bayangkan...boleh? Kalaulah ice tu boleh masak kan? dah lama kena kutip. kikikiki...

so inilah budak yang mahu merasa Seoul Graden tu. pity her sebab the moment dia datang, Seoul Garden dah tak varitey-kan sangat menu depa. 

dapat huruf EN tu pun jadiklah..hehe ^^

me, as her company for that day ^^ *tudung bulat*!!!!!

caption terakhir: Rentung Plate. hehe. pecah record kali ni kami pergi sana. why? 3 kali minta tukar plate. why lagi? sebab? sebabnya ialah..


first plate, too oily, dah boleh buat macam deep fry dah. so berkerak keruk lah banyak. second plate, sebab too dry, makanya kebarangkalian untuk daging dan segala bahan makanan melekat adalah sangat high. ketiga, barulah puas hati dengan plate ni. minyaknya even and proses pembakaran dan grilling pon tersangatlah lancar. lancar di sini tidak bermakna kami masak tak berhenti yo? *pingsan* kalau masak tak berhenti. seperti biasa, kami makan termana yang mampu sahaja. ^^

tapi satu lagi benda yang tak puas hati dengan service kat sana. previously, it was ok. then on that particular day, the moment kita orang mintak untuk change plate, dia punya waiter boleh cakap ' baru lagi ni'. well, don't mess with me on that day since i was so upset caused by three things!. so my mood tak berapa nak betul sangat. apa lagi, berlakulah sedikit ledakan kecil, iaitu, i said ' memanglah baru, tapi can't you see minyak yang tak even ni? that's why dia cepat melekat and berkerak.' terus diam mamat tu.

well, as for your information, saya bukan nak malukan dia, suara tak tinggi pun, tak larat nak marah marah orang ni, letih tau. saya cuma bertanya sahaja. awal awal buka kedai sudah malas nak buat kerja. apa masalah? so, jika kamu berada di tempat saya, mahu kah kamu goreng and biar hangit memanjang sahaja makanan kamu kan? 

dua kali dia yang in charge untuk tukar plate tu, buat macam nak marah. hempas hempas plate and mangkuk sup tu (ish kang anto suruh g jadi athlete kang, baru tahu. athlete rejam batu!). truth to be told, if let's say terkena kuah sup Kimchi Jigae yang panas tu kepada saya, tak teragak2 utntuk saya report ye. terima kasih. 

maka begitulah berakhirnya kisah kami di sana. walaupun perut penuh, tetapi, sedikit terluka perasaan dengan tingkah laku waiter tersebut. i do hope for a little improvement for the next visit. hopefully. insyaAllah.

TQ for reading

^^

XOXO

p/s: sambil buat entry ni, sambil dengar lagu  by LifeHouse, Falling In. suara dia.....................masyaAllah...sangatlah sedap! tapi tak boleh makan. maka kita harus mendengar sehingga lebam telinga ini. kikiki.

Makin Tua Makin Liat

Ajal bakal datang menjemput walau di mana kita berada.
sedarlah wahai manusia.
Cabaran dan rintangan hidup ini,
bukan mudah kita tempuh.
Makin tua makin Liat..
Makin tua,
entah ke mana mana hala diri kita dibawa...
adakah ini mengikut arus permodenan masa?
zaman yang makin canggih..
menjadikan kita semakin alpa pada diri sendiri.
kesenangan hidup,
buat kita lupa pada diri..
Solat...
entah ke mana..
tiang agama makin goyah..
tudung entah ke mana...
pembimbing yang dibimbing..
masing masing merasakan...
tuntutan agama tidak penting..
tiada lagi rasa malu pada diri,
pada Allah
dan pada masyarakat..
astaghfirullahalaziim..
tiada lagi rasa hormat,
perasaan 'bangga' diangkat angkat..
korupsi di sana sini..
kehadiran False Leader semakin menjadi..
MasyaAllah..
berubahlah..
wahai diri..
jangan kau hanyut..
ya Rabbii...
teguhkan imanku..
tabahkan hatiku dalam menempuhi dugaan duniawi...
ameen...

Kopi O Neskepe

nasiblah. malam ni ingatkan nak pekena Kopi O kaw kaw. amek kaw. tup tup, jadik Kopi Neskepe. nasiblah. telan jugaklah perut ni. jangan terchirit esok sudah la. mau kembang semangkok jugak kepala ni duk menelan Kopi O Neskepe ni. erk. ada lagi ke 'O' tuh?dah campur Neskepe ni, gaya tak menyahut seruan kerajaan jek, satu sudu gula, satu cawan.dah melebih lebih dah gula ni ha. haha. ape pun, jom layan Kopi O Neskepe ni.

Wordless Wednesday- Done! Completed One Number-y Task ^^

It's Not Leisure Yet So Task-y..Alhamdulillah

gulped a mug of Mocha. (3 in 1 sajo) -_<

drank 2 liters of sky juice (wallaweiii)

yet still awake.

why?

marking the papers.

adapting to the new system.

MasyaAllah.
it's like a hanky panky thing. 

kejap macam itulah,
kejap macam inilah.

and that caused the head ache.

whatever it is,
 it's the lines that Allah has reserved for me.

i know,
this the the training for my future undertakings.

Alhamdulillah

being a lazy bum always forcing self to live.

if not,
i might become an intolerable one dungu lazy bum! 

so the word FORCE here is very suitable for my current situation.

some things might have to be postponed.

duhhh..
i have to rank tasks according to its priority, kan?
prioritizing tasks...
a must to do.. 

so kids,
just wait for me ya? 

hehe.

i can't wait to have their sparkling eyes gazing on the presents bought.

well...
i'm the Minah Clause, 
specialization: not during Christmas
no costume
no white beard of course!

sack: a white big plastic bag,
named DIY Shop!
psssst: that Plastic Bag cannot produce magic la..
hehe.

XOXO!