the initial was 2 and ++

phew!
i counted the loss...
and the initial number was not 1 and ++
but 2 and ++
that is a huge gap...
and the size too..
phewww!
thank you Allah,
thank you mak,
thank you ayah,
thank you adik
coz you challenged me
and motivated me with that 'T' thing
wish i could have that at the end of this month thooooo..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
currently i'm on my break,
but the break won't be long...
i have to re- start again in order to achieve my ideal weight...
not an easy task tho..
i swear to God..
i feel light..
of course not like the feathers..
haha..
kalau humban dalam sungai,
kompem tenggelam
and produces a BIG splash!
masih berat..(=_+)"
LOL..

years back.....

*spot me!*

with my current weight, it is much easier for me to move around especially for the Outdoors....hiking, water tubing, camping, water sports, monkey ride, river crossing, rock climbing,swimming explorace, and the most special thing is on the abseiling part...kalau flying fox tu, tak adalah kendur tali tu...haha...looking forward for Sky Trex soon! another KGs to go....

love taking stairs...
baik dengan heels or sport shoes..
with wedges ,
it is much and a lot better to boost the steps..
give it a try!
hehe..


oklah..time to plan for next week's stuff..
teachings, practicals, reviews, term papers, presentations and course projects...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehoooooooooooooooooooo!

allahumma yassir wala tuassir..
ameen...

p/s: people! let's brisk walk! hehe ^^

Wordless Wednesday- Handwritten Retrieved References

HAND-written!

my assignment has to be in a HAND-written form. i'm not joking kay...
the submission is tomorrow and i did nothing up until now.....................
HAND- written, using INK and PEN, not the keyboard......................
rushing from Nilai, and now stuck with the ideas...................................
8 pages! wow! imaa one hardworking student! weehoooooooooo.......
dear Dr. M....why it has to be HAND-written? T_T....
i love to capitalize the word HAND ey? haha...
positive Sha...there must be wisdoms behind this..!
"me likes this the most "*self-motivation*

~things to revise before the 8 pages thingy~

p/s: me love it! love it! love it! love it!
buku tu dah boleh buat bantal dah..*kononboleh serapsemuainfo*

Animal Frights on My Precious Sunday

it's a long post......


dare to read?


read then..


just sharing ^_^

it;s the phobia that i have to face..last Friday the 'body' phobia..shivered while driving to the class, speed dropped to 60km/hour and i was on the middle lane. WHAT? 60km/ hour? wow..that's so super duper slow..other cars were honking me..but because of the fright or perhaps i might say the un-overcome phobia, i was in that condition, goosebumps all over the body and i couldn't feel my leg but just staring at my tafsir in my car..alhamdulillah..the words f Allah were coming out bit by bit...Allah saves me..TQ Allah..and alhamdulillah, reached Nilai safely and conducted the class with vocabulary games..


as for today, i mean my previous precious Sunday, i was attacked with animal frights! woaaaaaa! another un-overcome phobia that i thought i've overcame it..it's the BLOOD...starting with a weird and smelly smell and i can trace, that. it is the BLOOD! i searched for it, thought that something might have died /or fresh newborn kittens and the mom under my bed. pulled out one drawer, and i saw a pair sparkling eyes looking at me! woahhhhhhhhh! i jumped and ran out of my room to the common area, my roommate was frightened by me and i said, "there is a dead cat under my bed, died with sparkling eyes!" she took a look and got that fright too..no joke kan?

again, my body shivered and trembled. i was so afraid to go near that cat, my friend was saying that the cat is alive..yet she (the cat) doesn't wanna move but was staring at us like we did something wrong to her..but i have to get that cat out of my bed...no guys, checked, no help, checked..and at last, i have to make a scene on my own, the heroin of the day was me, of coursela..to be brave is to overcome the fright, i shoooooh her with the broom, then she jumped out of the window and i can seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....the tail is almost dropping....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....and now i know where the blood came from..from that pity cat..

i have to clean it fast since i've got tuition to teach..i wiped and mopped the blood, while doing that, i was trembling, the pale face was there again...it makes me tired having that..i don't like my pale face...cold sweat was all over the body, and not only that, my closet has been trespassed by her, she sat on my shirts and i can smell that, some of the t-shirts, tudungs, cardigans were stained by the blood..PITY that cat and ME of course..

after 30 minutes...

in the tuition class

monkeys! yikes!

they were not afraid of us, they frighten us by calling the 'friends'!

again, the pale face was there...

but as compared to the BODY and BLOOD, i'm still okay  with the monkeys because there was one sister who helped me chasing the monkeys..alhamdulillah...

hence, in sum, all i can say, my phobias have not been overcame, they are still there and it is dangerous..and my precious Sunday has been disturbed with the animal frights..

p/s: i have to overcome them right? like i did to my phobia with water, now no more, water is my friend..owh how i miss swimming..^_^

Bekalan Letrik Terputus!

hmmmmmm..malam ni..dugaan sungguh...sebenarnya saya baru sahaja terlintas benda ni di fikiran...tahu dok pasal ape? pasal bekalan letrik terputus...duk fikirlah...macam mana kalau terjadi?...dahlah saya sorang2 kat bilik...kalau satu block jek yang terputus...boleh terima...kalau whole CAMPUS??????? tak ke meraba?

dan akhirnya terjadi jua perkara itu malam tadi...ceritanya macam ni..usai sahaja saya bersiap untuk tidur...saya tengah duduk belek2 article yang sedang dianalisis untuk thesis saya...tengah duk godak godak benda tu...tiba tiba...PAP! gelap gulita! amek! fikir sangat pasal tak ada letrik kan? haaaaa..kan dah kena....(semua tu kuasa Allah)

saya terdiam..panik! memang gelap...seriously..gelap gelita..(macam manalah keadaan di dalam kubur nantikan?) saya teraba raba handphone...mana mahu cari source cahaya...panik lagi bila memikirkan lilin aroma therapy yang disalah letak..haduihhhh...gimana nih...

selepas 10 minit tercari2 lilin...alhamdulillah..berjumpa...masa tu dah berpeluh pelah dah...cepat2 ambil lighter Muncung saya ni..and pasangkan lilin aroma therapy..(lilin itu jek yang ada dalam bilik kot..)

inilah lighter muncung tu...saya nyalakan dia hampir 10 minit..sampai dah nak habis dah minyak dia...then alhamdulillah..terjumpa lilin..(kalau tak ada api..macam mana nak nyalakan lilin kan?, mujur ada baki minyak)

maka lilin pong dinyalakan..(mesti korang kata..ini pong nak tunjuk?) muahahahaha.....ini jek gambar yang palimg jelas...kalau hostel..tok sah dok cakap lah..emergency lights pong macam malap2 gituh..

nak bukak tingkap..tak berani..dah lah bilangan orang kat hostel boleh bilang dengan jari tangan and kaki jek..seriously...saya memang sangat takut masa tu...sebab? sebabnya...bilik sebelah tak ada orang...depan bilik, toilet yang gelap gulita..tepi..ialah tangga ...nak buat apa ni? nak tidur tak boleh...dah lah panas..nak membaca.. tak boleh jugak...hmmmm..

bulan bulan puasa ni tak rasa seram sangat...sebab? sebabnya..kan semua syaitonirrajiim diikat....tapi risau...syaitan yang bertopengkan manusia...kan banyak...dalam berita macam2 terjadi...lagi satu..saya tak sanggup dengar bunyi yang pelik dari dalam bilik...seram...

last last call IP...POT PET POT PET....COT CET COT CET....rerupenye...satu CAMPUS takdok letrik! caye dok? saya dah mula gelisah dah...SATU CAMPUS? takkan nak terbeliak sampai Subuh? nak sahur cammano nanti..air panas tak dok...haish...

Lastly...saya call my Masters Buddy, Miera. and dia cakap..memang kat hostel dia tak ada letrik...and dia pong tak boleh tidur..tapi..at least..dia tak takut sangat...sebab? sebabnya...dia ada roomate..tapi roomate dia dah kroooh kroooh.....so dia pong tengah gundah gulana...

kami decide nak keluar...and pergilah memana yang boleh bersahur...masa tu terlintas McD sajo...masa nak keluar tu...saya capai sajo ape yang ado eh...tak fikir dah rupa serabai...yang penting tutup aurat..and ada spek mata...

tak dilupakan...natang nih...

tahu dok kenapa saya bawak natang nih? bukan untuk sembur ketiak eh....untuk sembur muka sesiapa sahaja yang tetiba datang menyerang!...keluar cecepat...and mujur kereta park dekat jek...and saya pong pergilah amek Miera...OTW nak naik ke hostel dia...mak aihhhhh GELAP GULITAAA..terus high beamkan  lampu kereta...

owh..BTW, sebenranya...hanya bangunan lama sahaja yang affected dengan problem takdok letrik nih...hostel baru, lampu semuanya menyala ...

sambil duk tunggu Miera...nampak lah bulan ni .....

OTW kami nak keluar..bertemulah dengan my friend..and dia kata..kalau nak keluar..Pak Guard nak cek your car..dia akan suruh buka bonnet...huishhh..*dalam hati..kenapo eh?*

dan sememangnya betul..siap suruh keluarkan Matric Card lagi...and tanya kenapa nak keluar..kami bagi tahulah segala alasan...dan mereka suruh buka bonnet...deme tanya...ada laptop tak? opkos lah ada..tak bawak eh...ada kat bilik..tinggal jek..kat dalam bonnet tu ialah beg mak saya..

usai semuanya....kami terkedu..*dalam otak...tertanya tanya..kenapa dia tanya LAPTOP eh?*..rerupanya...baru terfikir..kan baru ni ada kes kecurian kat Masjid...female students yang kena...kerana..mereka iktikaf di Masjid...dan most of them kehilangan wang dan laptop....so now i know why Pak Guard tanya macam tuh...

alhamdulillah..dah lepas...kami head to ke D'laman..sebab? sebabnya mama cakap..D'Laman buka untuk untuk sahur...alhamdulillah..tak payah telan fast food...(^_^)...

kami pong lepak lah kat sana sampai pukul 4.45am (sampai orang tutup kedai)...took our early Sahur..and then kita orang bertolak ke Taman Melati untuk makan ais krim!..hahahaha..AIS KRIM tetengah nak subuh? hahahaha..buang tebiat jap...mantap dok? (^_<)

and alhamdulillah...5.30am..kita orang balik CAMPUS..and we found out...dah ada letrik...*lega*..

ape ape pong...pengalaman malam ni..memang menguji keimanan, dan keberanian kami sebagai  Muslimah dan perempuan...*alhamdulillah segalanya selamat* (^_^)..hopefully lepas ni..tak terjadi dah perkara macam ni..

*hugs*

TQ sudi baca celoteh saya..

p/s: cuba bayangkan kita di alam barzakh sana..gelap gulita..tiada teman..tiada kudrat untuk keluar dan hanya ditemani dengan binatang2 yang buas sahaja...ngeri kan? nauzubillah...ini mungkin adalah test dari Allah kepada kita...*syukur*

masa buat entry ni..mata saya dah sayup sayup..mahu doze off sekejap...kejap lagi nak turun ke Centre...

sampai kena buat macam ni..T_T

salam..

kita semua kena belek balik 

apa itu maksud 

HIJAB..

apa itu maksud 

AURAT

apa it maksud 

MENUTUP AURAT

sampaikan kuliyyah kena buat macam ni..

ini dah kira parah..

sepanjang 7 tahun saya duduk kat sini..tak pernah pulak kuliyyah buat macam ni..

dulu masing masing paham..

kalau tak paham..lecturer dalam Class yang pahamkan..

iaitu..dengan bagi COMPOUND kat students ni....

atau tegur directly..
takkanlah asyik nak bagi cmpound jek kan?
tabung amalan kita..tak nak tambah ke?

so..fikir fikirkanlah..dan..selamat beramal..(^_^)



*hugs*

p/s: sama sama lah kita berusaha menjadi muslim dan muslimah soleh dan solehah..

Pool tutup! T_T

salam..

well..the swimming pool has been closed for one week from 17.06.11  to 24.0611

ini semua gara gara..life guards datang lambat..they came very very late..and we were waiting macam kita org ni yang jadik lifeguards! LOL.....as for some of the international students..they had waited for almost one hour! can you imagine? kesian kan dia org? manela dia orang tak mengamuk.....asyik2 bukak lambat....saya yang selalu datang dari dua bulan lepas pun..kadang ada jugak rasa menyirap darah ni.....mane taknye? kita yang tunggu dia..pastu dah bukak lambat...tutup kemain awal..haihh..mana discipline kamu semua ni? yes i know..semuanya adalah part timer..well part timer pon ade time limits kan?ada timing  yang dia orang kena ikut kan? kalau pool dah stated 5pm masa untuk bukak..you guys datangla awal sikit..dahla pool tak bukak untuk malam punye session..kan?

kes pool ni ditutup..gara gara international students..panjat masuk tanpa permission dari kids pool..so the moment they were in..the life guards arrived..i think about 5.30pm kot..baru dia org sampai..and the international students were caught red handed! kesian kan?

and makcik guard mengadu kat depa kata .."students bising you all lambat!"..and you know whatttt?? one of the life guards boleh jawab cam ni.."haaaahh..bising rrr!brani nak bisinggg!"..haihh...saya as one of the listeners kat sana..rasa malu pulak...yela..dahla datang lambat..lepas tu..nak marah marah pulak..at least you say SORRY kan? lega la sikit org yang menunggu..sejuk hati den dengor..then..dia orang serang students yang already dalam pool...again..one of the life guards..membebel macam ni.."Korang jadi saksi eh? yang 4 EKOR tu masuk tanpa izin!"..hellooooooooooooo...boleh tak jaga sikit bahasa tu?? kamu tau tak? yang menunggu kamu semua datang tu..bukan students sahaja..tapi ada staffs.. and orang luar yang sanggup datang dari jauh and bayar..tak malu ke dengan bahasa yang kamu guna tu? 

as the mak guard said: 

-Life guards ni..kalau dia orang tak datang..tak ape..sebab dia orang part timer....so dia org tak claim gaji..

-Dia org ni ada kuasa nak tutup and bukak pool..

-Dia org boleh datang ikut masa dia org..

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tapi..bagi kami:

- dia org harus patuhi waktu yang ada..kalau lambat 15min..boleh terima lagi..tapi kalau dah dekat 40 min..haru biru gak kepala tunggu..

-cuba belajar terima kesalahan sendiri bahawasanya kamu lambat..

-nak tutup pool..saya rasa kena notice dari higher authority..bukan suka suki jek nak tutup dengan tulis kat white board mcm ni..

patut ke?

then..selepas okkk ekk okk ekk okk ekkk selama 40 min..LGs tu suruh students pergi buat apa ntah..kami semua pon tak tau..sebab semua dah bosan tunggu..maka..pada pukul 5.45 pm..dengan secara rasminya..pool dibuka....kami main main main..kuak kuak kuak..lentang lentang lentang..da pukul 7pm..maka...kami pun naikla...sepanjang kami duk main main tu..kami observe la..LG memang duk eying kat students yang trespass  pool..especially for attire and cap..n mcm2 lagi...(xyahla kamu duk eying yang kat 4 org tu..better observe pool tu elok2 ..kang ada yang tetiba buat cramp and lemas kang..susah..satu lagi..xyah duk gossip dlm group masa kerja..baik ronda ronda..bak org kata..patrolling..) ^_^v

ok..dah lama saya babbling kan? hahaha...so gara gara kes ini kita org pon cubala puasa swimming for one week...and clarify dgn Sports Complex pasal hal ni..hopefully lepas ni..jangan la suka suki wat penalty ..pening kepala eden n kawan2..till meet then..

wassalam...

p/s: the truth is..i didn't have the guts to swim anymore after that incident..considering my friends' request..and kesian tgk depa dah lama tak turun swimming..maka ku turutkan jua..kesian kawan2 ku..